kickflip

I hate klonopin. I want my xanax back. this other shit is just making me angry. or maybe not having sex is making me angry. I actually think not having sex is making me more productive and creative, plus I have been sk8boarding alot which is a really great work-out so this whole celibacy thing might actually be working out. butt I still hate the klonopin.

sippin on coke n rum

last night I was telling Bookcase about how I felt like I couldn't even leave the fucking house cuz I felt lyke I would just start humping the first attractive 8th grader that walked by me. she wuz all lyke "get a hobby bitch" and I wuz all lyke "fuk yew bitch". well not really, but she did mention getting a hobby. I do have hobbiez. lots of 'em. butt they don't help distract from my horniness they just aide in the softening of soft taco.

• reading - no matter what it is I will most certainly find something about it that turns me on, lyke a question mark or sum shit.
• crafting - no lie, I am so narcissitic that I get turned on by how hawt the shit I make is.
• sunbathing - I am laying half-naked in the sun glistening like a bronzed goddess, Imma gettin turned on just thinking about it.
• watching tv - yes this is a hobby, and duh fukin gossip girl turns me on.
• riding my bike - something in between my thighs equals horny.
• daydreaming - usually ends up with moi masturbating in Building C's bathroom. the one with the showers. cuz itz big, and usually empty.
  
• listening to musik - r.kelly is hawt.
• art - reminds me of this one time...
• sewing - this could be categorized with crafting, but I just thought the interesting thing about sewing that turns me on is the consistent IN and OUT of the needle. IN and OUT.
• drugs - duh. all I want to do is take a loratab and fuk for hours.
• drinking - duh again.

I dunno. those are all the hobbies we could think of, which makes me feel kind of boring. which is kind of turning me on.

roll (in with the homies)

dude my little sister just tried to sell me XTC. like the band. but the drug. WTF?