I listen to Nina Simone non-stop and just sit around and do my homework and think and shit. It's awesome.
Part of my thinking has been about this whole celibacy thing. I am having such conflicting feelings right now. In the past I know that I have indeed fucked people just to validate myself as an attractive and worthy woman. Obviously that is not healthy, but I really feel like with everyday I am re-assured in my role as a single woman and am able to embrace my sexuality as one. I think the most important thing for me is to not confuse sexual freedom with actual freedom and to not continue objectifying myself, even though I may just be being myself. Its just that general society obviously hasn't progressed enough to allow me to do so. Am I selling out, or giving in when I say that I should limit myself in how I dress or how I talk because I want to be seen as an assertive woman as opposed to a kinda slutty crazy girl? I don't know I don't know. I've never been one to give in. Shits real weird right now.
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We are two totally awesome ladies who lived the life of celibacy for eight months. It sucked but we both learned alot. Bookcase lives in the mountains of the south and is classy and assertive, baking her muffins and walking her rottweiler. Pootalatte (me) lives in the coastal marshlands of the south and I am wild and emotional, going to college and walking my yorkie/chihuahua. We basically talk about our sex lives and being single/not single/maybe single?
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